Call me 'Loser' !!

I might have been feeling weak and tired. Now I just need time to close my eyes, just a moment. Maybe it can make me strong again. But when I tried to close my eyes, there was a rebel in me. Oh God you did not really allow me to heal and release all of this saturation. Shit!! That’s really makes me sick, sick of the world, all that makes it contain the problem. So that the brain is also rebellious to his master. Can anyone help me? please ‘the problem’ get out of my head, I'm trying to sleep. I think I have no one to care about me. Thank God, that I regard as a blessing. Now, you can call me a loser girl.